i'm going mad

im serious. i can't take this anymore. i almost went mad just now. i've flipped the entire house, searching for my econs book. but i can't find it. i almost went bonkers. half the year's work is in it. i lose that book, i'll fail A's for sure. all the market structures and all, ALL GONE I TELL YOU. GONE.

that i got really panicky, and smsed steph. cos she borrows my book at times. so i was wondering if i left my book with her, crossing my fingers and NO IT WASN'T WITH HER. i almost died of heart attack. i asked yj about it, SHE ALSO DON'T KNOW.

THAN I WENT TO COUNT THE NUMBER OF ECONS BOOK I HAVE. by right, i should have 5 books, including tutorials. weirdly, i had 5 of them. than i got prettay scared.

the damn yellow book was there all along.

ARGH.

it was infront of me all the while, but i failed to see it.

this is bad.